I was very sensitive since childhood, I noticed then that I had a different view of the world and also experienced it slightly differently. I could not understand how the world was put together and how people treated each other (sometimes still not). In my puberty I also became increasingly at odds with myself and my environment. At that time I regularly experienced periods of gloom, depression and loneliness. Also received professional help for this, which did not help me personally very much.

 

In my early twenties I started to delve deeper into spirituality. Then I started meditating and reading books about it. During meditations I learned a lot and practiced tuning into the different energy levels and cleaning them. I soon noticed that I could easily make contact with the different energy levels and what added value it had to do this regularly. At that time I read a lot of books and gained knowledge about various spiritual subjects. This taught me, among other things, to put things into perspective, to see what is yourself and what is of the other energetically, to live in the here and now, to learn to deal with thought processes, to learn to distinguish between ego and intuition/inner knowing, to become aware of patterns and break through them and especially to let go. In addition to recognizing patterns in myself, I also started to recognize patterns in other people more and more.

 

At the same time as studying psychology, I switched to studying Social Work after having done this for a number of years.

 

Around 2011 I did a course at Oneness Nederland. In this course I was able to experience what it is like to give and receive a so-called deeksha oneness blessing.

 

Shortly after that I came into contact with books about self-examination and non-duality, which caused me to almost stop everything outside of myself, so the whole giving of energy treatments. In that period I withdrew a lot, then did a lot of self-examination, had new insights and went through a considerable change in consciousness.

 

In 2024 I had a very intense half year in which very old and deep conscious and unconscious wounds were touched. Where I was given the opportunity to experience and let go of these. In that period, because I was so open, I suddenly also got the inner urge to give energetic treatments. Then I also gave a friend a energy treatment with the result that her sadness and pressure between her shoulders had disappeared, her third eye chakra opened, seeing purple and white light.

 

A few months later, when I was a bit more balanced again, that inner urge to continue with this started again. That is why I started practicing on people around me in the last months of 2024 to investigate, among other things, what the effects are on different people, how many days it remains present and which method gives the best result. In those months I especially noticed that it is very diverse and that the energy mainly flows to where it is needed by people.